i don’t want to get married

Date: 8/4/2019

my family and i were getting ready for my wedding. i had the dress, the nails, just everything ready since it was the big day. except i didn’t know who my future husband was and i thought it was kinda weird that i couldn’t remember anything. my family kept asking me why didn’t i remember him, if i was the one who introduced him to my family. well once it was time to take wedding pictures and capture his first reaction to my dress, i met him and realized who he was. it was an older man who was really unattractive and awkward. he looked way older than me. so once the pictures were over i ran inside the venue (??) and asked my family how old i was. i couldn’t remember my age at all, so i looked it up on my phone and found out that i was 17 (lmao one year older than my actual age) i panicked and realized that i didn’t want to get married, i was still a kid. i still want to go to high school and be the stupid teenager that i am with my friends. i wanted to tell my mom but i was nervous, i also really wanted to text my friend victor what was happening. but i didn’t and instead confronted my mom about it. i sat her down in her room and i told her i was nervous, but she didn’t really understand what i was saying and went on to tell me everything was going to be okay and that i shouldn’t be nervous. i then yelled that i didn’t want to get married and began crying. (by this point i actually started crying since i woke up with tears in my eyes while whimpering) but my mother was glad to hear that and decided to help me escape the situation. meaning she shoved herself and i into a car that my older brother was driving and we BOOKED IT. i’m lucky to say that i didn’t get married to a middle aged man at the age of 17 :)