Special delivery

Date: 11/27/2016

I had a vivid dream that left me puzzled and my stomach tight. So it starts pretty Intense with a very pregnant me and my boyfriend stating that the holidays are over and we can't wait to get back home. He jokingly says, well it could be funny to have the Child in NYC and then make it later home later. I said, but why would I stay our doctor is elsewhere silly? Apparently I had a place in nyc and we ended up at the penthouse and I was grabbing last bits of clothes before we left. We just saw on the news that a nasty storm was coming in fast so we rushed. As Im packing I see out of my penthouse window that the clouds are dark grey, swirly and aggressive. As if my apt was in the clouds they were low but my building was really tall. We go downstairs and towards the lounge bc I said Babe I need a break please. My guy says ok I think we may have a few min, relax and I'm going to get the car. He doesn't get to leave when a distraught white woman in a summer style black dress with cardigan appears very very pregnant. We've crossed paths b4 so I make a joke to say hey and she looked at me almost deadly. I saw death on her face, then she looked up slowly and says I'm more tired than you could understand....I just want to get in that water. Now my husband (appears to be african, yes he was my boyfriend and now my husband that fast) and I look to the right and I see the ocean far closer to the lounge than normal, clouds getting lower, thunder and then her walking towards it. I scream to her to cut it out, chuckled and tell her don't worry she's almost there just relax & go inside. She sad oh I'm going to then dissapears!! Now neighbors are running by and my husband is saying ok I know you like this atmosphere but this is getting dangerous and idk if we can drive home like this now. We may need to stay. As Im pleading with him to go, that pregnant woman sneaks passed us into the water and lifts her hands then screams. A baby comes out still attached to her, but we hear nothing and just look at each other for a moment. He helps me up and I push towards the baby in the ocean but he stops me when we see the woman drift away and the baby followed. I cried and he ushered me inside. Now, inside turned into a hospital that fast idk, mind you we were in my apt building at the outside lounge area watching a birth and death just and minute ago. 😕 so I'm feeling contractions and husband smiles and says, we'll be having a baby is nyc anyway, jokingly. I scream in pain and laughter as I crumble more into his arms. We're looking for intake to tell a nurse we need help, but we're walking through a hallway of outpatients. Like we came in wrong. Kids are sitting in beds giggling and patients are behind curtains. 3 doors are to the left of us but the 1st door is what led us from the apt ocean lounge inside the hospital. The 3rd door is where I see someone in the bed in pain and I scream in pain myself as we connect eyes, so the nurse goes to close the door. As she does, I bend over more and the baby starts to come with water all over the floor. I look to my husband (he's ASIAN now) and I say, I know this is so embarrassing and not the honorable delivery you wanted I'm so sorry my love. Then I push the baby out midway. That nurse comes out and coaches me that I'm doing well and keep going. I literally pull the baby out while squatting with my now Asian husban, he's rubbing me in tears and kids are on hospital beds in the Hallway watching me in silence. I wrap the baby in my dress still attached to me and a nurse says, with death comes a fresh beginning. My Asian husband assured me that I showed him more honor in what I did than he could have imagined and I had a baby Girl.