Powerless/ Taunted

Date: 12/2/2020

I was in a hotel room. Jacob checked out in the middle of the night while I slept, abandoning me. I was laying on the side of a road. Semi trucks were going past. It was pouring rain on me. I was drenched. I had a pack on my back. There was greenery all over head. I continued to lay on the ground with my eyes open. Some slowed, none stopped until a car with two men in masks got out. One carried two giant meat carving knives. I tried to run but could feel the weight of the pack on my back. I was in a drainage ditch. Water around my knees tried to drag me into a sewer tunnel. I was at Poison Lawn. Richard was arguing with me. I wanted to kill everyone. I felt like my hands were tied, my voice wouldn’t work, my legs were useless. Everyone was more powerful than me. They all taunted me.