steve-o relapse :(

Date: 2/2/2022

i was in a drug house. i can’t remember what exactly what going on. the jackass gang was there. knoxville and steve-o. i was sitting on steve-o’s lap. he has his arm around my shoulders and his other arm on my legs. we were all vibing having a good time. then steve-o suddenly leans forward snorting drugs off the table. it must have been K because he kind of slumped over. me and knoxville both made eye contact when he did it. both of us shared a sad expression. because we were both upset that he just relapsed. then steve-o has this scary look on his face. like he was possessed. I’m still in his lap, scared. i also had just so much sadness in my heart in the moment seeing steve-o relapse. no one wants to see someone relapse. knoxville comes over trying to talk to steve-o. saying things like ‘ok steve-o it’s alright, let’s let her go.’ trying to safely get me out of the situation because we didn’t know how steve-o was going to react with the drugs. if he was going to turn violent or not. he had a death grip on my legs. knoxville tries removing his arms from me. as im getting out his lap, i wake up.