An old friend

Date: 4/30/2019

I was in a field similar to the one by my house I think there was one tree, very fluffy, the grass was tall grazing my knees and everything felt like cotton and, the scenery was rather cold, all blues and saturated colors but soft and slightly windy. I was filled with a profound sense of peace that I have since not experienced, it is different from the peace I feel from God. I cannot describe it but it felt light, like I was floating and I was feeling confused, like I was looking for something. An opening to a cave caught my eye and I entered, feeling as if it would lead to the other side of the mountain. Inside it was dark and dry, the ceiling touching the sky I couldn't see anything but a beast almost the size of a mountain was there, it looked like an ape and a bear. It resembled in a sense the neverbeast. When I saw him I knew I found what I was looking for and I threw myself-over a crevice- upon the looming monster, who I did not know his name, but I was filled with a deep sense of love and profound sorrow, for I knew that I would never see him again after this encounter, and I truly grieved for him, my old friend, with no name despite the fact that no words were spoken not a sound was made, he felt the same, I cannot remember if he knew I had to leave and move on, or if he too was grieving our parting but I awoke with a deep feeling of loss and wept for my friend, i wish i knew who or what he was but i am left with an ever fading memory of how soft he felt and how safe I felt, I believe there was a small sense of danger looming before I hugged him.