Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 7/12/2018
By wahblamy
The first part of my dream I am in what seems like a psych ward. A group of women who do home care (like me) are at some kind of learning retreat and we are taking courses and sleeping on this ward. it's like a long hallway with individual rooms and a common room but it all looks like a hospital and it gives me creepy, haunted vibes. A couple of women (but more like girls) are looking to me to make them feel more at ease and safe, as this feeling comes easily to me. I kind of shrug them off, like if you don't got the chill you don't get it! haha. I sat in the common room with one particularly desperate one for a little while, then quite late I went to my bed. I layed in my bed but couldn't sleep, I didn't like the vibes. Then I looked at my right hand and I could see black in a few of my veins. So I went back out to the common room to show people all the while thinking "I need to tell my mom" I also noticed my bone was very much protruding from that hand too, it wasn't in good shape. So now I am at my mom's house, it is mostly like the house in Selkirk and my mom and Joe are putting around the kitchen. There is a brown horse in the corner (laying down like a dog) and it is COVERED in tiny mosquitoes. I feel so sorry for it and decide to make it up some "medicine". I mixed stewed vegetables (like soup vegetables, carrots, celery, potatoes) and I cook it with one single cigarette in it. I nurse the horse back to health with the concoction. Theres a part when I'm cooking and my mom gets jealous and has to cook something even better but Joe ends up liking my food better anyways. haha. So then, just like I'm still a kid, I ask my mom and Joe if I can go take the horse out around the neighborhood. He didn't have a saddle and I know that was a part of it. They had to get him ready and I was a little bit aggitated because I just wanted to go show the horse off and let him be free and shake off the bugs. that's all I remember. the blood poisoning in my hand was a deep concern and followed me into waking life.