Date: 11/29/2023
By DaydreamRadio
Maxi has just taken me to see two very important types of people. He's guiding me, and I'm pretty sure he's floating next to me as he does it. A little to my right. One of the two types of people was the kind that left an impact on my life. I'm looking at an example of one of them. I was in la varela which was so empty with a person I knew who fit a role, but not one person with a name. The sand on the ground was yellow like polenta. I didn't know the person's name but I knew I would remember them. We spoke to them, kind of saying that we knew they came in and didn't realize the impact they would make on me, but no matter what it was, I loved them and I needed this. My life left room for them. The other was a kind of person who hurt me but was comfortable and familiar. Like Edwin, being a person I loved but who hurt me extra deep because of it. This person we saw inside a dim house. In the back, the walls of my garden appeared to have crumbled. I went to the back to try to talk with the neighbor. I realized he'd poured concrete over all the areas he needed to be fixed but seemingly selfishly hid from the idea that I might have benefited from his help too. I make it a point to add concrete to my grocery list. I slip on the wet concrete thinking it was normal wet ground from the rain. I even go to apologize to the neighbor for messing up the concrete and to tell him I'll fix it but he's nowhere to be found. Like he's hiding from me and from being a good neighbor. I realize it's rained on all my clothes and that they were dirty because the clothes lines had fallen to the ground. As Maxi guides me out of here, I see a place that looks like it's in Aguada by the high school near where I used to live. The cat shelter used to have a weekly meet and greet with the cats, but the wind had gotten so strong at night that they couldn't bring the cats there for their own safety. Two almost got really sick the last time. I go inside a building here and I feel so uneasy. The sister of someone I know, who's deeply crazy, stole stuff from my room while I was gone. I think she always does when I'm away. Not even my room is safe. She stole my stationary with my name on it and was writing letters to people pretending to be me. She had a ghostly, haunting presence and I was really afraid she'd kill me. She seemed immune to physical pain. When I saw her slithering through the hallways, I tried to grab her by the wrist to capture her but she was hardly affected. She was like a demon or something that was hard to kill. I felt so unsafe, physically and as a person. Her eyes were crazy and she seemed confused I'd even try to get her like that. Like the concept of being injured or dying was completely foreign to her. I go outside and try to find my sister. I have to get groceries for us. We're more on our own than I thought and I try to make sure we're in good hands. It's like our parents abandoned us without a second thought. I ask her what she wants for dinner during the week. She keeps saying I don't know. As if she's trying too hard to be easy or accommodating. Honestly, it's making life more difficult. I don't know how to help her if I don't know what she wants. I try to help her realize I'm trying to help. If I have ideas, I'll know what to get and I can cook something she likes. She keeps slipping away to do something else. I'm scared to not know how to take care of her. It's now my responsibility since no one else will and she's too young to do it herself. I eventually go home to where I'm living in Barrio Sur. It's a beautiful old home with tall, white brick walls and a claraboya. I go into my room to sleep and realize I'm naked. I hear Maxi playing guitar in the living room and listen to him. It sounds beautiful. I crack open the door enough to pop my phone out and get a video of him. I try to be stealthy but he notices me. I feel almost embarrassed by my nakedness and try to hide it, even though he doesn't seem to mind. He only seems to mind that I'm hiding. He sits in the sunlight and the room is covered in rainbows. I think that I've never seen a person look so beautiful.
AI generated interpretation The dream you described seems to be rich in symbols and explores several themes related to relationships, personal growth, and self-discovery. Let's unpack the different elements and analyze their potential meanings: 1. Maxi: Maxi represents a guiding figure or mentor in your life. He is portrayed as floating, which could suggest a sense of elevated wisdom or guidance. His guitar playing in the beautiful room symbolizes creativity, harmony, and a sense of inner peace. 2. Two types of people: The dream introduces two contrasting types of people who have left an impact on you. The first type represents individuals who have positively influenced your life. The emptiness of La Varela and the yellow sand could symbolize a sense of void or emptiness that was filled by these people. It seems that you acknowledge their importance and express gratitude for their presence. 3. The second type represents individuals who have hurt you but are familiar and comfortable. The dim house and the crumbled garden walls could symbolize a deteriorating or neglected aspect of your life. The neighbor pouring concrete without considering your needs may suggest a selfish or unsupportive attitude from someone close to you. Slipping on wet concrete and the falling clothes lines could signify feeling out of balance or disrupted by this situation. 4. Cat shelter: The mention of the cat shelter near where you used to live may represent a place where you have experienced care and nurture. The wind storm preventing the cats' safety suggests a potential disruption or loss of a safe space in your life. 5. The sister and room theft: The sister represents a challenging or unpredictable aspect of yourself. Her stealing your belongings and impersonating you symbolizes a violation of your personal boundaries and a fear of losing control over your identity. Her demon-like, immune-to-pain appearance may indicate feelings of powerlessness or inability to protect yourself. 6. Abandonment: The dream explores the theme of parents abandoning you and your responsibility towards your sister. This could reflect a fear of being left alone or a sense of being burdened with caregiving responsibilities. It may also suggest a need for support and clarity in understanding your sister's needs. 7. Beautiful home: The beautiful old home with tall, white brick walls and a claraboya may represent a sense of safety, stability, and personal identity. It is a place where you can retreat and connect with your inner world. 8. Nakedness: Being naked in your room can symbolize vulnerability, authenticity, and a desire to be seen for who you truly are. Maxi's acceptance of your nakedness reflects a sense of unconditional acceptance and encouragement to embrace your true self. The sunlight and rainbows in the room indicate a sense of joy, positivity, and a heightened emotional state. Overall, this dream suggests a journey of self-discovery, grappling with complex relationships, and finding balance between responsibility and personal fulfillment. It highlights the importance of acknowledging positive influences, setting boundaries, and embracing vulnerability as you navigate various aspects of your life.