Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 6/27/2018
By blucanary
I remember being with a small group of women. I was suppose to be meeting my old best friend Kwan (she's Korean) where we were (in front of a few clubs) and I was so excited! I hvnt seen her in over 10 yrs now! I was watching out for her, and as soon as I see someone who looks like her go into a club (and Im abt to follow) she turns up right next to me w her own group of women {maybe seeing the 1st "Kwan" walk into the club meant that the Kwan I once knew is now gone. There's now a new Kwan, one that I have nothing in common w anymore, she's too far ahead of me. Now a trophy wife married to a plastic surgeon and living in another country, us poor Americans who cant afford Prada purses and $1,000 shoes are no longer on her level. Plain & simple I am no longer on her level}). She starts leading our med-sized gaggle of girls off somewhere. Im a little surprise bc I thought she wd want to go to this club, it was totally her style back then. It wasnt ever mine, but I went for her (and I say so, to no reply) so I just follow. We end up at some weird "Disneyworld". I mean, I know it's DW IN my dream, but now thinking abt it, it was weird. Kwan was walking WAY ahead of me. I kept losing her, then finally said "What was the point in meeting up w you if you were just going to leave me behind?!" After that she was gone. I ended up at an Alice in Wonderland "ride". It was a huge mushroom that we had to climb down (which took us to a lower floor). It was "ride #3" and you cdnt ride the other rides unless you succeeded in this one. I was now w only one other girl. I grabbed this netting on the shaft of the shroom (hehe, there goes my adolescent humor!) and tried to climb down but cdnt. The woman in charge of the "ride" was worried. She said if I tried to continue on that way, I wd fall, just like the last person who tried it this way. It was such a LONG way down! Surely though, falling wd be safe...this is Disney, the ride HAS to as safe as possible! But she gave me the feeling that it wasnt, so now I just didnt know what to do. I climbed off the shaft back onto the main floor and told my friend that she had to go first. She didnt want to. She said the dress she had on wasnt very "elastic". She wdnt be able to climb very well. I realize that Im wearing an Alice-esque dress but have fishnets and heels on. "No wonder we were having problems climbing", I think to myself. Next time we came we wd hv to dress properly. Then just as she agrees to go first, I get a phonecall (from the DW phone, attached to the side of the shroom, usually meant for personnel). I take the old fashioned phone (almost an original telephone with the big backs that you hung on your wall but the handle is more 1950's ) I take the phone and Dick, my ex, is on the line. Im annoyed to even hear his dick-voice and I ask him where he's at bc the noise in the background is weird. Basically, do I need to get Reese from school or does he have him?! is what I want to know. Whispering in between saying "normal yet weird crap" to me, he conveys that he's back in prison. Idky. He wont tell me. He only says "Find the note on your gate." He also says Reese is waiting for me at DW at the concession stand. I get off the phone and as Im abt to go get him, I see my friend dangling from a hook that has the name of the ride on it on the shroom. I cant figure out how she got there, but she's just hanging, and the hook is beginning to bend and break. She'll fall all that way and from where she's hanging she'll land on the hard ground! I try to grab her hand, but cant reach. I just barely reach this thing she has bunched up IN her hand. I grab that, but it turns out it's her pants. Somehow not only did she get stuck on the hook, but her hoo-haw is now exposed for all to see. She just gives me a stern look. Oops, my bad. As the hook bends some more, a Disney Princess runs across this little bridge to get inside the mushroom itself (for emplyees only). She's running and bangs on the door, trying to get help for my friend before it's too late. Before the employees can figure out what to do, someone else grabs the hook. Together, they each swing and on the count of 3 they jump. They figured w the momentum of both of them, they cd get the hook thing to swing far enough so they cd land back on the main floor. Im watching thinking "Oh my gosh I dont think Id have the courage to jump like that!" But they make it! She's saved! Once she's alright, I turn my attention back to Reese. I see the concession stand one flight below me. I get on the elevator to get there. The elevator is small and cramped, and again, weird. I have to climb in between floors as the elevator doesnt stop completely at the correct floor. Also, it goes way too fast, so you dont have time to finish climbing out. Bc of this, I get my legs chopped off right at the knees. I start to panic a bit (there was blood EVERYWHERE) and climb all the way out, trying to crawl to find help. Suddenly, Im back inside the elevator, legs still attatched, standing up, as though the accident never happened. I get off where Im suppose to and go to Reese. Im so glad to see him, I hug him and kiss his head all over. I even tear up. He says to me (in a deep voice Im not use to, bc his dick-father disappeared w him when he was only 11, he's now almost 17) "Mom, I saw you lose your legs in the elevator! Are you alright?!" "YOU SAW THAT?!" I say. I was relieved bc I thought maybe I was going crazy. But he saw it too! He described it to me, and he saw everything just as it happened! I thought for a minute and said "It must hv been some kind of warning.. I did actually go though all of that though. Then time went back just a few moments." I told him then that we needed to leave. He says "No Mom, pls! I want to stay! I promise I wont be bad w the money here like dad was!" The money wasnt the reason I wanted to leave though. Id just been through enough. I told him that we'd have to get down the Alice ride. That was the only way to get to the next ride. You cdnt skip any. He didnt want to do that, but he really wanted to stay and try other rides! So i told him I'd ask the attendant if we cd just skip this ride considering what we'd been through (w my friend nearly dying while Donald Ducking it, we shd be able to pass!)... but that's it I guess. Dont remember any more.
AI generated interpretation Based on the complexity and vividness of your dream, it appears to contain various elements that may be reflective of your current emotions, thoughts, and experiences. The dream begins with a sense of excitement about meeting your old best friend, Kwan, after a long period of time. However, the dream portrays a feeling of being left behind and not being able to keep up with her, symbolizing a sense of loss or disconnection in the relationship. The imagery of Kwan walking ahead of you may suggest feelings of inadequacy or being out of sync with her current lifestyle and social circle. The setting of Disneyworld in the dream may symbolize a fantasy or escape from reality. The Alice in Wonderland ride could represent a journey of self-discovery and exploration. Your struggle to climb down the mushroom may indicate a fear of taking risks or feeling unsure about the path you are on. The presence of your friend and the challenging situation you both face could reflect a need for support and collaboration in navigating difficult circumstances. The unexpected phone call from your ex, Dick, who reveals that he is back in prison, may represent unresolved feelings or unfinished business with him. The mention of your son, Reese, waiting for you at the concession stand, could symbolize a sense of responsibility or protectiveness towards him. The dramatic scene of your legs being chopped off in the elevator may suggest a fear of loss or vulnerability. However, the fact that you are able to stand up again as if nothing happened may indicate resilience or a capacity to overcome challenges. Overall, the dream seems to touch on themes of relationships, identity, resilience, and the need for support during times of uncertainty. It may be helpful to reflect on these themes and explore how they relate to your waking life experiences and emotions.