skydiving death and heaven

Date: 7/19/2016

I was at a wedding. I left by myself, had to go back into ballroom for my jacket. Left again.,.walked a ways to parking lot to discover I was driving a bunch of people home. I had to drive in reverse for a long time because the street was very narrow, and while I was scared, I was also very confident. When I got too scared, and wanted to drive normally again, I whipped it around, and kind of lost control. I had driven to a residential complex of wooden , camp-like barracks where everyone I was driving home lived, and I crashed into a lot of things before coming to stop and dropping people off. Earlier, at the wedding, we had learned that an airline plane, Flight 111, which was missing, had indeed crashed and everyone on board was dead. There was a sequence where a very nice young man other than myself had driven the others home, and was poisoned by a tall young collegiate man who we thought was a friend. It was revealed that he killed the nice young man when collegiate man returned from dropping off young man with nice man's money and a fake mustache nice man had been wearing. The dream then showed a flashback of collegiate man preparing the poison, and testing it on a small animal - which died. There was a weird, short chicken lady who killed one of her kids because they were too poor, and I was enraged. Somehow, she was also or she represented the poisoner of the nice young man from before. I beat her, and chased her around as she begged me to stop, pleading that she was scared.I eventually crushed her head and killed her. I felt justified at first, but then incredibly guilty, regretful, and sad. I was admonished by other people, and was overwhelmingly remorseful. Then, like a movie, it cut to a scene of me and bunch of friends (not from real life - just dream friends) about to take off strapped to the long wing of an airplane knowing we were going to skydive while holding lit torches before pulling the rip cord. But again, like I was watching a movie I was in but seeing it from a first - person perspective, I knew I was not going to pull the cord, but instead light myself on fire with the torch and die, achieving some form of justice/redemption. The time came for us to detach from the wing, and I did, and as I was falling through the air, I marveled at the clouds. Others joined me in the skydive, and while they were having a great time, ecstatic with the rush of the experience, (John Travolta was one of the people) again it felt like I was watching a movie and felt all the poignancy of the moment knowing that I was not going back. When it came time to return to the wing or pull the rip cord or both, I continued to free fall and it was like a Hollywood movie where your emotions are strong because you are witnessing something very sad yet very beautiful. After I knew that everyone realized what my intention was and had accepted it, knowing why I was doing it - I continued to free fall by myself holding the flaming torch expecting to light myself on fire before smacking into the ground. Eventually, the wind and air resistance ceased, and I gently landed in a familiar small town. I realized I had died, and I was in heaven or some form of afterlife. I started to walk around and met other characters who had died previously. At first I was ecstatic, but then, as I encountered characters who knew what I did, it became clear that I wasn't really forgiven. They still resented me and what I did and would for eternity.

AI generated interpretation This dream is filled with complex and intense symbolism that reflects deep-seated emotions and conflicts within your psyche. Let's break it down step by step: 1. Wedding and the events leading up to skydiving death: The wedding symbolizes a union or a beginning of a new phase in your life. Leaving the wedding suggests a desire for independence or a break from social expectations. The act of driving people home can represent a sense of responsibility and burden that you carry for others. The narrow street and the fear you experienced while driving in reverse could symbolize feelings of being trapped or overwhelmed by a challenging situation in your waking life. The crash could signify a loss of control or a fear of failure. 2. Poisoning and the act of violence: The poisoning and subsequent violence in the dream showcase feelings of betrayal, mistrust, and perhaps a fear of being harmed or manipulated by others. The act of killing the chicken lady may reflect anger or frustration towards someone or something in your waking life. The guilt and remorse that follow the violent act suggest inner conflict and a struggle with the consequences of your actions. 3. Skydiving death and arrival in heaven: The skydiving death represents a desire for escape or release from the burdens and difficulties you are facing in your waking life. Lighting yourself on fire with the torch could symbolize a need for purification or transformation. The descent to heaven can be seen as a metaphor for seeking peace or resolution after facing internal turmoil and conflict. The reactions of the characters in the afterlife who resent you may reflect feelings of guilt, shame, or a fear of judgment. Overall, this dream may indicate a sense of inner turmoil, guilt, and a desire for release from burdens or conflicts in your waking life. It may be beneficial to reflect on the emotions and themes present in the dream and consider how they relate to your current experiences, relationships, and emotions. Processing these feelings and seeking support or guidance from others can help you navigate through any underlying issues or conflicts that the dream may be highlighting.