Scuerger

Date: 10/4/2017

Many things at once. Christmas. Living in an apartment building with people from Ghana. The apartments are more like dorms. Up and down short flights of stairs, rooms opening into each other. Who has which room? Blue and white stripes Our bathroom is horrible. Shared. Sheets in the trash next to the toilet. Shampoo bottles and beer cans everywhere. Empty club. A couple of male employees being taught how to be sexy for the clientele. Pat Donahue is there. He is also being trained. Weird. We are laughing about it. Later the place is very crowded. Sometimes a metal/ underground club. All black inside, but brightly lit. Pat and I crowded in between 2 tables, and this girl keeps trying to get us together. She says to me, "Does he know that you want him to see your ovaries?" At the farm. Looking in the old barn. Grandpa says I should know what's in there, but Mom never showed me. Table set out with lamps and electronics. One says the word "Schuerer". Is that our name? Kind of creepy. Inside night time. All the Christmas lights are up. A little boy hiding to surprise Grandpa when he comes in. Back at the farm. Go to an outbuilding with a small girl. Oh look. A fox! Out the back door in the meadow. He looks in my eyes and comes inside. Hides under then up on the table behind me. Fun, exciting and scary. Time to go. Fox won't leave. Hiding under table, now more like a mouse. In the club we are all dancing. Some like line dance. Then the breakout. I sit down. The dresses are so beautiful. Indescribable colors. Women twirling to make them float. I knew the women in big dresses would want to do this. So much food. Aunt Nancy and James have made rooms full of food for Christmas dinner.