19 Dec 17

Date: 12/20/2017

I dreamt that I had met this guy at the huge party that I kind of knew I shouldn’t have been with. He was a vampire, which I knew and then I made out with him and we decided to hook up. But we didn’t ? Anyways then he bit me? Anyways, I was at home and Vanjalic was there and she was like “there’s a vampire right in front of you!” And I was sort of covered in blood. And then I was like “oh it’s my bf” but their energy was so bad, and I was like “why didn’t you just ask” bc they were invisible, trying to drink my blood. A chicken kept laying eggs everywhere even though I pushed it out , it got back in. The vampire also refused to kiss me or anything and honestly this all symbolizes my horrible relationship with Gio. Anyways, I vanquished them. Then I was in this sort of warehouse of sorts where I’d been living and there was this white girl w blonde hair like who said (very abruptly), “this is a safe space for refugees from the Bosnia-Herzegovina conflict” and which just doesn’t make any sense but anyways then refugees from Sarajevo started turning up. And she was like “nobody is allowed to know that we are here so you have to stay low to the ground to avoid people seeing you do the windows or they will come in like raid to kick us out”. I assume that the day that she was referring to was maybe the US government or something like that. But then I was like OK. And then she was like later on, “somebody said that they saw a blond girl in here and they said that she had ordered two meals up the street quoteand I wanted to argue about back because what the fuck? But I was like OK well whatever and I just tried to stay low to the ground, literally. And then, I was at the beach in Miami with somebody else and they kind of snuck onto the beach. But my family was having a family party in which they were eating lots of shellfish and drinking champagne. I don’t have any money which was very annoying to me so I couldn’t buy any food or anything or pay for anything. Nicole seemed irate with me but Aunty dumpling was there and it was weird because I was kind of avoiding her but I think it’s just because I was embarrassed about the messages that I sent.