Ident Spirit-Maker

Date: 5/19/2018

I went out of body nor even 30 minutes ago and I am sleeping downstairs in my basement so I get the feeling of my astral body and so i roll out of body and fall tp rhe floor, im blind at this point since im not even a foot away from my physical but in the astrals you could still sort of sense where you are much better so seeing isn't really a priority, I crawl away from the body and then push off from the floor and started floating outside of my apartment looking around and stuff, it's very distinct and vivid and I gained my sight the second I pushed off and so I came back down to the ground trying to think about what I wanted to do and when I finally came up with wanting to spend the day with my spirit guide in the astrals who had helped me on many occasions a weird occurrence happened, I couldn't remember her name it was as if I've never heard of her before and even when I woke up back in the physical my brain was still jarred and I couldn't remember till about a minute after. This was weird because it would be the equivalent of you forgetting your big sister's name although you guys talk all the time. I was trying extremely hard to get her name to resurface but it didn't happen, I then went back to my body and woke up. I went back to sleep and tried to project again and I got out with little effort and I tried getting to her again but I couldn't remember, I then say something that I never really cared for before and so it was actually really random I said "Ident Spirit-Maker" (An ident is basically the same as locate but in the astrals when you say ident then choose a person to go to you will be teleported there and I think it was the first time I used that technique and so what came afterwards was definitely unexpected) it was like i had dual consciousness the one part of me searching for the spirit maker and the other is just the kid who wanted to fly around for a bit I don't know who or what I was talking about so I'm thinking this was more of my higher conscious steering the wheel this time around and it might have blocked me from remembering what I needed to which would make sense, I never had forgot something in the astral worlds ever. Anyways in a little over a second as I'm wondering where am I going i am teleported into this purple and and black space I'm suspended in mid air though I could still move my "body" I could sense other spirits such as me there aswell and the longer I stayed in, the pressure around me got more and more intense to the point where I was getting squeezed, but this wasn't a bad feeling at all it almost felt regenerating and it was something o have done before and just can't recall, again my higher conscious was in control I felt as if I was in there for only a few moments but as i reach back to my body about 15 minutes went by.