A life I never knew on fast forward

Date: 3/11/2018

18/2/18 Had a crazy dream that was like a movie on fast forward(montage sort of) at times. Me and my best friend from school were besties in the dream also and when we were out partying we would get all pretend lesbian with each other to stir the crowd for laughs. As everything was skipping the boring stuff and fast forwarding through life we both suddenly graduated out of high school and got into the navy together. It was odd because it was based on land for some reason. Through that time in the navy we became an actual lesbian couple, and some of the guys in the navy base got real angry about it. One day 3 guys busted into our room when we were starting finger each other and fool around and as their way of showing us that it was wrong for us to be lesbian, 2 of the guys held the 3rd and raped him in front of us. After that me and my bestie/girlfriend were were still together for a while after we got out of the navy until we had a falling out and broke up and went our seperate ways. I ended up with some guy after that and we had a kid, I only remember the break up when I was telling him over the phone that he’ll never see me or his daughter again because he was a piece of shit (can’t remember what he had done) Somewhere down the track once my daughter was a bit older I was walking through town and this guy flagged me down and called me over. He looked me up and down as he walked in a circle around me and grabbed my arms and shook me as if I was trying to shimmy so my boobs at him and was like “yes! you should be great, you are to come dance in my show”. So I went to this place which looked like a big gymnastics shed but there was a big stage in the middle of the room which reminded me of a giant boxing ring. (This part got confusing of when I was me and when I was another chick who was starting at this performance place as well) when I went in, there was a group dancing hip hop on the stage and everyone else in the shed were dancing in their own style to the song so they could check out your range of movement and fitness ect, to see what kind of performance you would be best for. Next thing I knew I had to go change because apparently I was going to be in the next performance but dancing wasn’t the only performances they did. The next performance that I was meant to be in but was also watching from the side was a sex scene. This guy was somehow fucking 2 chicks at once (it was like the 2 chicks laying on top of each other with him at between both their legs and leaning over the top one so I don’t know if he had 2 dicks or what but anyway) in the prep before the show I saw that he was using gladwrap as a condom. After working there a couple years the boss man who recruited me said he was bringing in 2 newbies for my next performance and when they entered the performance shed one was decent lookin guy and the other was my best friend/lesbian ex but because it had been so many years she now looked a lot like drew barrimore. We were both in shock to see each other in this weird place and started catching up and hanging out. I introduced her to my daughter and me and my friend ended up living in apartments across the road from each other. Both on the 3rd floor of the 5 story buildings. They weren’t directly across so we couldn’t see into each other’s windows, they were a few places down from each other but we could see each other from our belconeys and we became close friends again. The last part was a bit fuzzy and hard to remember there was one part where my daughter ‘April’ was all grown up and I was holding my grand daughter who was so much like my daughter when she was young. And there was some other part where it was my grandad’s funeral and because he was being buried on his bday we had to choose something that reminded each of us of him to put in the casket with him which was real random. And that’s when my alarms started waking me.