Slowly learning to gain control of & make sense of these dreams.

Date: 11/16/2025

I have on several occasions been able to recognize I was dreaming, remember I can control and change it as many times as I want.— It’s lead to some interesting dreams. All involving an intergalactic attack from an alien species that for some reason is after me? I haven’t been able to figure out WHO I am. All I know is I have significant status somewhere. Supernatural powers and abilities. Also haven’t been able to figure out why I’m being hunted. Seemingly not just by an intergalactic police federation force but, the actual FBI on Earth. Apparently did something on Earth where the government wants a strong word with me. I remember seeing that photo of a random little girl in black and white a school year book her face so vivid clear as if I were there looking through an old year book. There’s still the natural disasters and intergalactic attacks in retaliation the federation after me believing the government is hiding me for whatever reason when, they are also after me. — The high tech futuristic huge ass high school/college with on campus full sized penthouse apartment dorms with their own individual bathrooms only downside is sometimes the design would be done wrong and a door would open straight into another person’s bathroom, it being hard to keep track of them to keep them locked and put signs up. — When I dreamt of being in school for some reason I was always the most difficult child for the teachers and staff. Unable to control my temper or anger seemingly, I’d get in trouble constantly. My young 2nd to 4th grade self being so petty lacking such care I’d run off school grounds ( not literally run just calmly walk ) no clue why, maybe because I knew it’d take awhile for anyone to care enough to come after me? I‘d get pretty far before getting caught. There’s also bits and pieces in the dreams where I’d be sick out of nowhere. Throwing up. Always throwing up and for some reason always hiding the fact I was. Either it was just that, or throwing up mixed with finding out I was pregnant. Nothing usually comes from those. — Going to amusement parks, riding fucking insane out of insanity rides that not only went upside down but were upside down themselves. — Being myself dealing with my “chosen family” but, extremely wealthy going on many vacations all the time, living in every state for two to three years at best, having a much bigger mouth less scared to speak up constantly getting in arguments and just reaming them. No idea what this even means none of it makes sense.

AI generated interpretation Your dream weaves together a vivid tapestry of powerful symbols and emotional undertones that invite reflection on identity, control, conflict, and growth. The recurring theme of **recognizing you are dreaming and controlling the dream** suggests an inner journey toward self-awareness and empowerment. It reflects a desire to influence and shape your own experience, even when the content feels chaotic or overwhelming. The **intergalactic attack and being pursued by multiple forces**, including both cosmic and earthly authorities, can symbolize feelings of being misunderstood, scrutinized, or under pressure from different aspects of your life or from external expectations. Your “significant status” and supernatural abilities might represent latent strengths or qualities you sense within yourself, even if you are still exploring what those mean for you personally. The **black-and-white photo of a young girl in a yearbook** is a poignant image, highlighting memory, innocence, or perhaps an earlier version of yourself that is still vivid and meaningful. It may be connected to reflecting on your past and how it influences your present identity. The **school setting with high-tech, complex dorm arrangements but also design flaws like doors opening directly into others’ bathrooms** echoes themes of structure and vulnerability, boundaries and privacy. Being “the most difficult child” and experiencing anger, running away calmly, and feeling unnoticed might point toward feelings of frustration with authority, struggles with self-expression, or a longing to be seen and understood on your own terms. Physical experiences like **feeling sick or throwing up, sometimes connected to pregnancy**, carry strong emotional metaphors. They might suggest processing difficult emotions, transformation, or the emergence of new aspects of yourself. The choice to hide sickness touches on themes of vulnerability and perhaps the desire to protect yourself from judgment. Visiting **amusement parks with wild rides that defy normal physics** mirrors the ups and downs, twists and inversions of your inner emotional landscape, highlighting excitement, fear, or the unpredictable nature of your life experience. Finally, your life with a **“chosen family” marked by wealth, travel, outspoken communication, and frequent arguments** hints at the complexity of your relationships and your evolving voice. Being less afraid to speak up and challenging others may symbolize a growing assertion of your authentic self, even amidst conflict and change. Together, these dream elements paint a picture of someone navigating the complexities of self-identity, emotional expression, and interpersonal dynamics—attempting to take control, understand unknown parts of yourself, and reconcile past experiences with present challenges. This rich dream landscape invites gentle curiosity and exploration rather than definitive answers, opening a space where imagination and self-discovery can unfold.