Wanting to flirt with lesbians at party and tornado

Date: 2/19/2022

First the tornado. I was at my house and my parents house combined and there was a bad storm coming. I found myself down in the basement looking out the glass door and could see a huge tornado coming. I ran into the side room and hunkered down. I watched the tornado come into the yard. I kept muttering prayer that it wouldn’t hit the house by some miracle. I was filled with terror. To my relief the tornado only pulled off a couple pieces of the house but left it salvageable. My mother came down and we were all commenting on it being over. Now the lesbians. I was at a party and my husband was at home. I noticed there were a lot of really cute young women there and I thought some of them were lesbians. I was talking to them and realizing how incredibly lonely I am all the time and wishing that I could hang out with one of them, perhaps romantically. We went to the dining room table to eat. I was sitting next to a very beautiful girl. Suddenly she leaned over and whispered a few sentences of something into my ear. I was filled with such a happy feeling of warmness and excitement. I haven’t felt happy like that in so many years. It was just so exciting having such a beautiful woman showing me attention and warmth.