Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 8/2/2016
By em1996
Alright so this has been going on for months now and it's very aggravating. I'll be in a state that's half asleep and awake but more asleep and I'm "on my phone" except it's my hand and my phone is still on my headboard. At first I didn't realize it until I woke up. I would lay there and see myself trying to press the buttons on my phone and getting mad that it wasn't working and realizing my phone felt very different than usual. I would wake up and be confused. As this kept happening, I became aware what was going on but couldn't control it. I started to see my hand instead of imaging my phone and knowing I was doing the "hand thing" as I call it, but like I said, I couldn't control it. I started to question whether or not the hand thing was happening while it was happening and sometimes I would say no and continue until I became aware that it was in fact happening. Sometimes, I am talking on the phone with people. The other day it was my boyfriend, it's been my grandma, my mom, etc. Sometimes, I don't realize that I actually didn't talk to them because I didn't like continue to wake up I went back to sleep. This is super super annoying. So tonight I am "awake" and using my phone and I go to my sleep recorder app. I talk in my sleep a lot and I have an app that is sound activated. I've caught some pretty funny stuff. The other day I said "I gotta say, it's so weird that I used to be so like, (whispering) he's gonna marry me" Anyway. I'm dreaming I'm using the app and this isn't what happens on it in real life but it had named and separated my sleep talking recordings. I thought that was super cool and was trying to listen to them. The first one was me saying is this auto play and a mans voice saying no. This was the moment I woke up like what the fuck. I turned on my light and realize my phone is still sitting right where I had it on my headboard. Ugh