Confused at the new job

Date: 9/17/2019

I'm at my job again for the second day and knowing what to do is so difficult. I'm packed in the training room with my face mashed into everyone else's in the room. My body hurts and everything feels heavy. My arms, legs, everything. I have to assemble flowers by hand, carefully arranging redundant petals around the stem and begging for someone to tell me if I'm doing it right. Everything feels like it's closing in on me and I don't have enough time.