Fat caterpillar

Date: 3/3/2019

Was watching a gloriously fat cabbage butterfly caterpillar feasting on aphids caught in an abandoned spider’s web. I turned to my dad and asked if he had seen how clever it was, taking advantage of the situation and getting fat, but my dad was distracted by something and couldn’t pay attention. I poured yoghurt all over the caterpillar to see what would happen. For some reason I thought it would make it stronger, but it just started writhing around in pain so I panicked and looked around for some water to wash it off, it took me a while to find the water. Meanwhile the caterpillar was shrinking. I throw water all over it, the yoghurt washes off but it looks like the caterpillar is drowning. Finally I save it, but all I’ve done is interrupt its meal and make It shrink back into a thin, pathetic looking thing. I feel like what I’ve done out of curiosity was such a waste. Another scene of me taking care of an annoying little girl - she’s eating too much junk food and I can’t stop her, but don’t really care because I don’t like her. Another scene - I’m with Kyle and we are walking along and find Suki and her friend. I run over to Suki and give her a hug, and she’s stoked that I’m treating her like a friend because she actually really likes me. It’s awkward with me and Kyle, always awkward, but I feel at ease with Suki. I start making friends with Suki’s friend and we play with ASMR slime. Kyle talks about going somewhere and then makes a joke about how he can’t take me (because his Mazda only seats two and he’s taking Suki). I have no come-back and can’t be bothered with being there. Wake up.