Worst fear

Date: 12/15/2017

Say what u will, but I am afraid of large bodies of water. I have a pool but ive never been to a beach. There is too much we dont know about what is in the ocean...so.....i fall asleep and "wake up" rocking. I got sick to my stomach when i smelled salt in the air and i realized...im in the f**king ocean. I was scared to move bc of the rocking and i kept saying please wake up....please wake up. I felt a bump and i couldnt freaking breath. A peek over the edge revealed, u guessed it, f**king sharks but i also wasnt too far from the beach. No paddles and i wasnt about to arm stroke to land so i prayed i could count on the wind to blow me closer. Atleast put me within ear shot. Wind didnt blow, sharks wouldnt leave, my breathing was crazy. I thought....im going to die here. I woke up, thank God, moments later. I was sweating so much i had to change sheets and shower.