Not so fresh of a dream

Date: 3/11/2019

Anyway, I remembered this one specific dream I had! I was with this dude, we were out of town, stargazing and just hanging out in his van. It was similar to any indie movie consisting of a van and travelling teenagers in it. There were really soft blankets, somehow some fairy lights that gently lit the inside up. Later on, he was missing. I remember being in the same van with his friends (all who hated me btw), and I was desperately grasping onto a piece of paper which had his photo and information to contact and of us if he was found. I was bawling my eyes out, I guess we were dating? We looked around the slums of the city. I recognized the graffiti and I couldn't breathe cause it was his, and I knew something was terribly off aside from him being missing. It felt as if I KNEW something morbid was happening to him, but I didn't have any evidence to even claim such a thing. We continued to look around for a little more, and after that, I don't know what happened. I just remember feeling overwhelmed and waking up crying.