Two nightmares

Date: 2/20/2019

I had two nightmares today. I woke up scared today and thought I wouldn’t write it down but I’m sitting here with nothing to do and it doesn’t scare me much anymore so.. The first one went like this: I was at a waterfall with my mother, I saw two kids near the waterfall. They were my cousins. One of them was about 3 while the other one was about 5. I got scared because they were VERY close to the edge and they didn’t have parents around, there was no railing. I told my mom “They’re too close!” But she didn’t do anything. Then the younger one stepped backwards which was not a step and he fell down the waterfall. I screamed and started crying. I just witnessed a child die. I couldn’t move. Then his older brother (5 years old) jumped after him. My mom and I were crying. We were going beside the waterfall to catch them. Luckily later on I saw some random person lift up the 5 year old from the waterfall and he was safe. I woke up and I don’t know if the 3 year old is alright. I woke up and then eventually fell asleep again. I had another nightmare: I went to school. I sometimes have dreams of me going to school even though I haven’t went to public school in about 3 years because I’m online schooled. I went in and there were so many people, sooooo many. It was so crowded. I stopped breathing and started having an anxiety attack. I know this doesn’t seem scary but I have major social anxiety so this was a very very scary nightmare for me. Everybody was staring at me and I decided to not go to class but to go home extremely early. I left he building but it was already pitch dark outside for some reason. I was stopped by 3 boys, they had colorful hair and were very sketchy. They told me something. I can tell they were trying to kidnap me. Good thing my mom called me in that exact moment and they left. I told mom to pick me up and she said okay. Then I woke up. I know these don’t seem scary but for me they were extremely scary. I have an extremely hard time with family death and strangers. Writing scary dreams down actually helps me get over them so I glad I decided to write it down.