Crazy Crushes

Date: 4/29/2020

I had a dream that I was crushing over this dude that used to like me. He was extremely attractive and I felt like I didn’t meet his standards so I never entertained him the first time. My friend jackie got annoyed and put my Instagram @ in his comments so he can’t text me, which he did. I didn’t text him back until 2 days later. I was looking through his social media’s and saw how he was friends with this girl I knew, Scarlet, and acted completely different with her. He would treat me like a princess and be very quiet and mysterious around me, but with Scarlet he was very loud and open. Anyways, I texted him and we hung out at my house. We went there to play video games. Our friend Yeshua was there. Yeshua was very innocent in this dream. Anyways we were playing the shooting game, and the boy would keep flirting with me. He would call me beautiful and say that he would treat me right, but I never gave him back the same energy because I knew that he would cheat on me, as he has done with other girls. When the video game finished, something bad happened. Me and the boy had to kill Yeshua because he lost in the video game. We didn’t have to do it, but we still did it. So we took knifes and started stabbing Yeshua. He didn’t scream for help or try to run away, he just sat there in pain as we stabbed him. I think it was normal in society to do this, because none of us were very hesitant about it. I just felt bad for Yeshua since he was my friend. I think the boy wanted to kill Yeshua because he wanted us to have some alone time. So we stabbed him. The guy was very cold and didn’t have any remote doing this, and told me he had done this with Yeshua before, but with a gun, but Yeshua survived. Then I sliced Yeshua in the neck and he fell to the ground. The thing is, there was no blood and all Yeshua had was a red cut on his neck that had no blood. Yeshua was moaning on the ground in pain. Then came my aunt, my dad and my cousin. They ignored Yeshua at first and my dad took pictures of my computer setup for some reason. I remember my dad saying “Finally, this living room is clean and not messy” and I told my dad to shut up and that the living room is always clean, he just barley comes to my house and only comes when it’s messy. Then my family noticed Yeshua. Yeshua was ok the ground in pain, but he was very much alive. I was panicking and afraid if Yeshua told anyone, even though I didn’t think anyone would do anything because it was normal to do that after a video game. This is when the guy said that he’s not going to die, because he had tried to kill Yeshua before and it didn’t work. I went down the building to go get an ambulance. While I was in the elevator, I was looking through my Snapchat memories, and a year ago today, I was hanging out with Yeshua and the same boy, and I was driving a car with my friend Abel trying to get in. I went outside and found my moms car open along the sidewalk so I just went in and started driving like crazy. I could barley drive and was headed in circles, but nobody really cared. As I closed up to an ambulance that was near me, a crazy man jumped in my car and told me to drive him somewhere. I said no and he pushed me onto the passenger seat and started driving the car. The door on my side was wide open, but I couldn’t leave the car because he was holding me. I screamed for help and nobody listened as the man started driving away. Then the dream ended.