College turned against me

Date: 7/7/2022

I was walking around campus and find myself walking into Kenzie’s dark bedroom. She sits on a chair and has a yellow flower horizontally held out she tells me I need to grab the flower with my teeth I do as she asks and she informs me that she knows I liked her but that she didn’t feel the same for me. Even tho I hadn’t had feelings with her for a long time it still ripped me a new one, we talked for a bit about whats going on and she eventually calls in her boyfriend to lay in bed with her as a way of kicking me out, so I eventually leave and on my way back to my place I see a black lion just chilling but it spooks me and I begin to run as i run it chases after me and pounces on my and try’s to scratch and bite me. This encounter might have actually been translated to my real life cat trying to scratch and bite me while this was happening. Then I finally get back to where I was staying which was some sort of community loft my roommate was there along with a number of her friends from home. I told her about my bad luck she says she really wants del taco. I told her I didn’t know if there was a del taco in Wisconsin and she says theres one 22 minutes away so I agree to go with her but half way through I lose track of her and I make it to the del taco before she does. I then head back immediately cuz I didn’t really want anything and I instead go to the campus food court which was my worst mistake. The court is outside but I go up to some juice machine and a skinny girl with long brown straight hair comes up and pokes me a few times. I turn around and say what? When she doesn’t respond I get up right next to her as she walks and continue to ask her why she just did that. She doesn’t respond but the group of girls at the table shes sitting at is giggling histarically. Though this encounter hurt me I continued to move on to the rest of the court I eventually find my roommate at the very end right as I start to walk with her, a man comes and pokes me hard in the back. This infuriated me and i grabbed his collar and slammed him into a wall right next to some club sign up booth. I demand that he tells me why he did that and after some proding he informs me that the entire school thinks I am some kind of a dirty deviant I told that was insane and he said that I am apparently a really noisy moaner. This was some news for me I didn’t think anything of the sex I had had but slowly realized I didn’t have a good relationship with anyone I had slept with on campus. Apparently the poking was something people did cuz they thought I was touch starved. i was furious how was I supposed to fix this issue. I got back to my loft thing and Kenzie is there being very apologetic I start spewing to all my friends abt what was happening to me I was furious I blamed everyone Kenzie claimed she had nothing to do with it but had heard the roomers and everyone on the campus had too. I started crying and my high school home ed teacher noticed and asked me to tell her what was wrong I told her about how everyone in the school things I am into nasty sexual activities and she was at a somewhat loss for words. She wasn’t any help and I end up going to the bathroom while I was in there my friend Alex comes in with me with his idea on how to make everything right and it was to release a public message on a phone game everyone was playing I thought the idea was good but not full proof I ended up doing this and woke up before I could be aware of any results.