Who is she- defiantly not lucid

Date: 5/3/2018

I’m in my house. Mom and Jessie are here. The living room furniture is rearranged and the house is trashed. We have to move. I don’t know why. But we have no where to go. So we are moving in with mom. Not on 8th street tho. To my childhood home on mulberry. We are packing up to leave. We can’t take much. Especially not the living room furniture. We take the cats. There the last thing we grab. There shrunken like guinea pigs. We are at moms house now. Talking about which room we want to take. My childhood room or the attic. We finally decide on the attic. My old room will be turned into the new cat room since we now have a combined total of 9 cats. Which I noticed are now back to there normal sizes again. Me and Jessie are in Philadelphia at a concert. Sitting in a decent sized concert venue not to far from the stage. Reek and crone are rapping. There good. Jessie gets mad and leaves. His soul stays tho. So I lean my head on his soul and look up at his face into his blue eyes. Trying to summon his physical body to come back. It doesn’t. There’s a girl, she’s fat I think. She starts talking to me. I can’t make out what we are saying to each other but I know it has something to do with moving to Philadelphia and how she needs a roommate and has a mansion. I call Jessie to tell him. He’s not interested he says he’d rather live at his brothers house or moms then live in philly. I am home now at moms house packing again. Now I’m in my car driving. Jessie’s and mom are following behind me one driving a u haul and one driving moms car. We say our goodbyes. I want to scream no and go back with them but I don’t. They leave. I meet up with the girl. I move my stuff into her mansion. I need gas. So I ask a snobby looking women for directions to the gas station. She’s rude. I try to impress her and make her think I’m rich like everyone else around there. She has pictures of crystals on her walls. My crystals. So I tell her I have thoses. She starts to be nicer. I show her my collection she loves it. I’m looking for my quarts. It’s gone. My mind flashes to the last time I seen it which was In Jessie hand I try to grab it from him but he fades away. Me and the girl are in my car now. Aimlessly driving for gas. Now we are at her place. I wake up in my new room and she’s in my bed naked. I freak out. She says I need to chill and smoke a blunt. I tell her I’m on probation and can’t do that. She says I need a window so she can smoke and I tell her my P.O. will lock me up if he ever comes here and smells smoke. She doesn’t really care. And mentions that I never told my P.O. my address. I start to freak out and think about how Jessie wouldn’t smoke while I’m on papers. I leave the room to call Jesse. I have two phones. I FaceTime mom on 1 and FaceTime Jessie on the other. They both answer. Just having woken up. I talk to Jessie he says good morning beautiful. I say I love him and want to come home he try’s to convince me to stay down there. I don’t know why. He put the phone down for a second and mutes it. I see a girl on the bed hes on. She’s skinny and ugly. She’s wearing a bra and panties. I see her hug him he’s out of frame tho. I yell but he can’t hear me. Who is she. I’ve only been gone one day how could he. I wake up almost crying. Turn over to see Jessie laying next to me sleeping like and adorable angel. I cuddle him and thank god that dream is over.