Meeting Your Heros

Date: 1/13/2019

There was a princess queen watching the world below from a glass ship or glass Balloon or a glass floating city or a glass bridge. The view of the city below was gorgeous,. Everything was color and explosion of lights flashing and the teaming of energy. It looked a thousand times livelier than any city irl, more like an amalgamation of all of them, or a representation of all of them. She was grateful for her position and contribution to this society. She loved being above and her race and helping by ruling. But she was envious. She wanted to know them. She wanted to know them individually. She paced the bottom of this ship, on the lowest level where only glass separated her from a fall, and watch them, the specks of people, just wishing to see them close and speak to them and know them. ~ I was eating at this party, a gathering, like a con. I ate a lot, I couldn't stop, I was eating through each episode of this show, they had a meal for each episode and I was doing it in celebration. While I did this I got a quick guest spot acting on a doctor show. The doctor in the scene was Marina Sirtis who played Deanna Troi in Star Trek TNG. I was so thrilled. A friend of mine who I spent most of this party with, a boy, who was a star, kept speaking too softly for the scene and I was confused as to why so I asked if i should do it differently. Everyone else spoke loudly at the same level. Conversationly loud, not terribly. Anway after it was done I got an invitation to eat with the Deanna actress and we spoke. She was so lovely and I was so thrilled I was annoying. She went off after a few meals to eat at her own table. I told the boy, who was my friend, that she was so lovely and so kind that if I spent a week with he ri could fall in love with her. He asked wasn't I in love now? I shook my head and let go of all that excitement and bubbling fan girl emotions and told him no resoundingly. I don't know her, I told him. But I did stop by her table a bit later and chatter at her bout stuff while eating more. She asked me to sit down but I wanted to finish making my way through the series meals so I declined. It was for the best as she was eating meat and something about that unsettled me, disgusted me. I left and not a few minutes later the royalty or the leadership or the elders all announced they had a meeting and everyone else there had to leave immediately. So I set down my bowl and fork in the window to the kitchen. The fork was special decorated with space things, stars beads and such and twine wrapped around it and it was incredibly long and black metal, it felt like my identity, like me. I loved it and felt upset setting it in the window. But I did and exited through the door into the hallway of the building. It turned out to be a high school type building. And my friend, some famous Texan actor, was haunting it in several players and different time periods of his past were playing out in ghost form. It was scary and we kept running from these ghost scenes as they were sad and scary. I noticed that I wasn't really scared, like I felt it but was also above it.