Old crush

Date: 7/12/2019

So I had a dream about this boy named Savhion. I used to like him back in freshman year of high school. But my feelings obviously disappeared. But in my dream, I found out that he needed help with something idk what but I know that I had to help him! And he didn’t ask for help. But I wanted to help. Só I drove to i think was a military base. But he wasn’t in the military. And I snuck into the bathroom and stayed there for some reason because I wasn’t supposed to be there. And this other person was in the bathroom and the security guard I guess saw me in the security cameras and came looking for me but instead went to the person in the bathroom with me. So she left with that person and I left out and went somewhere I found Savhion and we were all hugging and I was making sure he was okay and all that. And many times throughout the dream I wanted to say “I love you.” But in the dream I was dating Sean. And I felt bad só i didn’t say anything. At one point I even questioned if all the love i claim I have for Sean is it all the love Im actually holding for Savhion but I’m just giving it to Sean because I can’t have savhion. But he kept holding and hugging me and I wanted to be with him. He reminded me of Sean an I was thinking maybe I love both of them. But we didn’t. And I remember being in a conference room and there were people there and I had to i guess help them with food and stuff. And I remember leaving the room and going somewhere and a manager that I had for one of my jobs asked me to pick up a spilled white drink that was outside on the pavement in the rain. And I remember being upset because it didn’t make any sense as to WHY I had to do that.