Saddest wedding day

Date: 4/19/2019

In my dream my boyfriend and I got married. I feel like the wedding was extremely spontaneous, yet it was huge. So many ppl came, and we had an entire outdoor auditorium with cameras everywhere and a huge display screen. I was wearing a beautiful strapless sparkly wedding dress, with diamonds beaded into it. I kept getting too anxious and nervous to be on the stage because then I was up on the huge screen and everyone could see me so well. I was extremely embarrassed and my boyfriend spent a lot of time awkwardly up there by himself. When we said our vows nobody clapped and nobody cried, and I was so hurt and heartbroken. I knew it was because nobody likes me and everybody thought he should be marrying somebody else. Nobody congratulated me or clapped or anything and I just started sobbing and wanted it to be over.