Time with Nicky

Date: 3/15/2024

In my dream I was hanging out with Nicky, my ex-boyfriend. We were to work side by side in an office where he would take the calls and I would enter the information. I told him I wasn’t going to stay long as the job wasn’t a right fit for me. (IRL, I’m looking for work and don’t want any type of customer service job.) Even though I shared I was looking for another job, I was happy to spend time with him, since we got along well when we were dating. We received something as a gift by mail. It came in a box. At first I thought it was a “welcome to your new job” gift from management. Then I realized it came in the mail from someone he knew. It contained various individually wrapped cookie flavors…and something else that I’m not remembering. I snuck a peak at the box to look at who the sender was. It seemed to be from his sister and beside his typed up name, she hand-wrote my name, which I found very endearing. Scene changed and we were in the bathroom of an old apartment in the Bronx. In the bathtub, he was melancholy, showing me blood stains from when he attempted suicide. (Which he never did in real life.) When he asked if I remembered that time, he had a huge tear by his eye. When I looked, the tear was made of blood. I freaked out and pointed it out to him. Dream ends.

AI generated interpretation This dream seems to contain several different elements and symbols that could represent certain aspects of your feelings and experiences. Your ex-boyfriend Nicky in the dream could symbolize unresolved emotions or unfinished business related to your past relationship with him. The fact that you are working with him could suggest that there are still lingering feelings or connections with him that are influencing your current experiences and decisions, such as your job search. The gift in the dream could represent unexpected or new experiences coming into your life, possibly related to your professional career or personal relationships. The fact that it came from someone connected to your ex-boyfriend could symbolize the idea of looking back at the past or trying to understand past connections in order to move forward. The scene in the bathroom with Nicky showing you the blood stains from a suicide attempt could symbolize deep emotional wounds or struggles that he may represent in your psyche. The fact that he never did this in real life suggests that it may be a symbolic representation of unresolved emotional pain or difficult experiences that may have impacted your past relationship. Overall, this dream could be reflecting your current state of mind and emotions as you navigate through your job search and possibly reflect on past relationships and experiences. It may be a sign that there are emotions or issues from your past that you have not fully processed or resolved, and that they are influencing your current decisions and feelings. Consider exploring these themes further through journaling or speaking with a therapist to gain clarity and insight into your internal world.