Kali's test

Date: 12/19/2016

In my dream i wandered a huge chinese palace. There was a hindu god that was beautiful, but if you looked directly at him he became hideaous and angry. And wanted to kill you. He came up very close to me and took my hand. I was afraid. He picked his nose and wiped it off on my hand. He told me to lick it off. I was grossed out, but wanted to show my reverence to the god. I thought he might be tricking or playing a joke. I didnt want to right away, but just went for it finally. It was salty. He then told me that I would have a family of my own one day, my very own. And everything would turn out just fine. Not to worry about my dad. My mom said I still had to improve myself. She told me you have to make a living. I curled up in a ball, and I was skinny. I felt my ankles and wrists, the folding if my bones easily, i wondered how I ended up so skinny. At my old high school I helped kids by telling them to wait to lose their virginity. "You will regret it the rest of your life" i knew i would a single mom. Someone played a trick on the school and bought only a ton of porn for the library. Jude was there.