Party

Date: 6/3/2019

I lived with my mum and my boyfriend for some reason but in the place I currently live in. My mum was like “we’re gonna pick up Gavin and his friends coming over” or whatever so I’m like yeah ok. But then she gets back from picking him up and has a bunch of people with her and is throwing a party. I was freaking out the whole time and everyone was just calm. My mum was like just calm down. I’m like um? You know I have social anxiety first of all and second of all it’s my house that you threw a party in without even asking. My home is my comfort zone don’t just invite random people. Then she took everything off my altar to put random junk on the table and put my altar stuff on top of the toilet?! I was so pissed the whole time. And everyone was just having fun. I went to see Jeremy and he was sleeping in our bed with all the kids which was cute but I was still pissed because I couldn’t even have my own room there was no escape.