I'm so dumb

Date: 4/9/2019

I don't remember how this dream starts. But I remember seeing my crush's name on an email about her starting work at my company soon. I look get nervous cuz I have to work closely with her. But what ends up happening is, she rescinds her offer and doesn't end up working at my place and I look her up on LinkedIn and see she's doing something else instead. I'm super upset and I think I have a false awakening where I'm like there's no way that happened but somehow I still believe it thoroughly. I don't even like this girl anymore yet it bothered the shit outta me that she was going to work with me.