dream i died

Date: 11/25/2016

I had a dream that i died i was in my room laying on my bed I new i was dying i could hear my fan blowing in the background as i lay there dying i could hear my fan getting further and further away i was thinking i don't want to die this way in the room i share with my son and i did drugs the night before if i die everyone is going to know i did drugs i was scared. Than i died i felt it i seen myself dead on my bed .Than all of a sudden i seen all these beautiful colors and felt this amazing happiness than i never felt before i got out of bed and ran threw the house looking for my sister or brother to tell them what i experienced didnt find them than i woke up. When i got up my mother asked me so what was that beautiful experience you had i didn't know what she ment than she told me that i ran up to her and told her that i had experienced the most beautiful thing I told her it was a dream i had last night but i don't remeber going up to her i was looking for my brother or sister update i was talking to my mom today and she told me what i said she said that i saw God wow does that mean i reallt died?