Dream within a dream

Date: 4/27/2020

I was in our house in L, but it was different & much bigger. I was so happy to see S, we kissed & it was the most amazing sensation of pure love.. it felt like a pure white light between us! Then we were sitting on opposite sofas, but he was a different person.. like Asian or something. I called him over to sit next to me & it just felt weird & I thought.. I only ever want to be with him. Then I was washing up & every time I looked out of the window, it changed from day to night. I felt like I was losing my mind & my grip on reality. I felt like I couldn’t trust my mind to show me the reality. I went for a bath & was sitting in it, when it was as if the outside scene was moving past the window & I noticed a shadowy figure on the opposite building watching me. I closed the curtains. Then I went back in to the other room, looked out to the back garden & it had changed to what looked like a South American hotel or gardens featuring ancient looking arches & stones.. again I thought.. this isn’t right! It’s not reality! Then I thought, oh thank god, it was just a dream.. oh, I should try to get back in to the dream & become lucid. So, weirdly, I thought I’d woken up & was trying to get back in to my dream.. I was semi lucid, but it all felt so real, I thought I’d woken up & was trying to get back in to the dream! Bizarre dream, but it was hyper real.