Absolute Rage

Date: 4/10/2018

I dreamt that I was at some kind of get together like a prom at my high school. I had been hearing from people that my friend Vishum told on the girl that I like for smoking weed and got her expelled. I was pissed but all I wanted to do was talk to him about it and basically call him a dick. When I found him I started talking about it and he was an assssshole about it. Like he started talking shit on her and then started saying how he fucked her and went into detail and said how she liked it and all this shit. It got to a point where too much had built up in me that I just lost my shit and grabbed his shirt and started full on punching him in the face. He fell to the floor after like the 3rd punch but I kept punching him even when he was on the floor. Then I literally picked his body up by his shirt and threw him on the floor. I’m not a violent person so this was a totally new experience for me. Once I was done a wave of realization had come over me and I snapped out of the trance I was in. As I was hitting him I wasn’t thinking it was just pure emotion. I walked out but later walked back in cause I knew the teachers were trying to find me and I figured I was fucked either way so I might as well make it short and easy for everyone. I saw him get carried away by people. The next day I saw him when I was out with two of my close friends talking about what happened when I saw his face I felt horrible. His one eye was completely closed shut and black and the rest of his face was just fucked up.