occult

Date: 1/26/2017

Brought into an occult group by my lover. Participate in some rituals, feel a bit silly. My lover is clearly powerful and believes. Nothing seems to happen. At home. Alone. A being/spirit/angel/demon appears in front of me while meditating. Sort of like bat boy, but surrounded by indescribable luminescent colors. We look into each other's eyes and understand. Then he flies straight into my heart. I feel the change and the power. I am now a leader of this group