Date: 8/27/2019
By pinkstar16121
There were several movies, but there was one in particular that really made me reflect on my life. It was basically about this person who lived this sheltered life. I remember them looking into a reflection in a lake and seeing the face of their sheltering protector. I then was talking about the movies with people, particularly my grandfather's friend, but she hadn't seen the movie in question. I knew she would see my life reflected in the dream if she saw it though. For some reason, I think she was taking the place of my aunt who picks up on these things more keenly as a woman in my life who is out for my best interest. My dad was there, then. He is the one who is most making me feel like this through not wanting me to move into the next phase of my life, but it's going to happen anyway. In the dream, he saw the movie, and he just nonchalantly said it was sad. I knew he didn't get the message I wanted him to get, which I know represents the lack of communication between us in my waking life. He just didn't want to talk about it, which is typical of him when things he's done wrong come up. There was another part where this teacher was trying to help this girl write something on this piece of paper. She had asked the teacher to write something specific squished into already existing words, but the girl said it was wrong and wanted to change some of the words. I think it was written in pencil, but they just wrote over what was already written as in turning/reshaping the existing words to the correct ones. The teacher helped fix about half of it, but she made the girl fix the rest. She wanted her to figure out a solution herself. She gave her an example of turning an "o" to an "a." I can't really remember the context that goes along with this next part, except I remember peanut butter pie or peanut butter chocolate pie. I had been at some party. I think it also involved the movies I watched. Then it was the next day, and I noticed through social media that everyone was acting like the party hadn't happened yet, and would be happening in the future. I guess it was a pretty big party or just event might be the better word. I remember specifically seeing a post from Liz Gilles about onions (idek) that indicated that what I had been to had not happened yet. It was some kind of food at the event she wanted to try. Other people were saying they couldn't wait to see the movie or try some pie. I was so confused, and tried asking people if this was a joke, but it was not. There's some context that's very vague to me, but all I remember is I was at this university. I think it was the other movie. Another part: I was with my childhood best friend's sister and her family, and she was bragging about something she did a long time ago; she had caught something that was thrown at a distance. We were debating about the details that led up to or were surrounding that moment. Last part: my sister I think was a toddler again and I held her in my arms like a baby, but then she turned six like she is and I almost dropped her but I safely sat down on what was my dining room floor, supporting her head, careful not to let it bump the floor. I think we were reading this book, but I'm not sure. I remember she wore purple. I held her like that for a few minutes. Then she was ready to get up. Her butt was caught between my legs. My stepmom came over and helped, and I explained that she had just gotten caught between my legs. She freed her. Then she commented on my sister's messy hair, speaking as she does to her cats. She then proceeded to tie it up.