Abused In My Own Home

Date: 8/2/2016

Last night I dreamed that when I woke up my ex-boyfriend was in my room. I don't know why, but somehow I knew that my sister had something to do with it and that when she left for school, then he would leave too. He was using my computer, so before I left my room I took my computer from him and logged myself off. As I was walking downstairs I remembered that he probably would be able to figure out my password since it was easy to figure out if you knew me when I was younger, but I shrugged it off and sat down on the couch. Suddenly there was a hand on my back and it started pushing down on me. I knew it was my ex-boyfriend doing it, and that he was doing it because he couldn't figure out my password. The harder he pressed down, the more it hurt. The pressure and pain on my spine kept increasing and increasing until it was too much. I began crying and screaming, "It hurts! Stop! Stop! Please stop! I'm sorry!" He wouldn't stop. Then for a moment, I woke up at least partially. I say partially because I could still feel the hand pressing against my back and the pain it was causing. I was sleeping with my back against the wall though. So I knew it wasn't real. I guess you could say that it might have been sleep paralysis, but I didn't try to move so I don't know for sure. I quickly fell back into my dream and it started with me shoving my ex-boyfriend into the kitchen pantry and shutting the door. The door has no lock, so he could have easily gotten out, but thankfully he didn't. Then my sister walked downstairs and asked about where my ex-boyfriend went. I told her that he was in the pantry. She went to open it and I panicked and hid behind the couch because I knew he would be angry. My sister opened the door and nothing happened for a bit, so I peeked out from behind the couch. Then out came my ex-boyfriend from the pantry. He then turned my way and saw me. He gave me a terrifyingly sadistic smile and began walking towards me as I began crying again. The dream then skipped forward. My sister apparently left for school, so my ex-boyfriend was gone. Now I was sitting on the couch with my current boyfriend holding me close as I cried and told him about what happened and how scared I was. He just told me that everything would be okay be now he was there and he wouldn't let anything hurt me. Then I woke up.