Stockholm syndrome

Date: 12/6/2020

i has a really strange dream, in it i was going to school but for some reason there was a guy who was super weird about me. he was older than me for sure since my parents went to the school and demanded for my safety bc im 17 and he was older which is a no no. i agreed too bc he was become hostile. well, that same night i’m in my neighborhood walking w my mom and my friend, they leave my side for one second and a car pulls up and it’s this guy. he keeps saying how we’re in love, we deserve to be together, and tries to push me into his car. my mom shows up again with my friend and they push him off of me. there’s a lady that shows up out of nowhere and says she can help us. she had a baby in her car so for some reason we deemed her as safe. when we all jumped in there was no baby in the car, she was this guys sister. all three of us were kidnapped and held at gun point in this car. we drive for hours before finally getting out. essentially what happened is that he only wanted me- so he killed my friend and mom. yeah.. i screamed at him when he did it and out of anger i went to hit him- before i could he pulled out the gun and pointed it to my head, placing me into submission. all i remember was him repeating himself, saying we’re meant to be together, we’re going to be happy together. next i remember being in this weird house/ family shop. i’m living w the same guy? and we have a child. except i feel off- like i had just woken up inside my body asking myself, why haven’t you left? every turn i made in the house i kept looking at all of the different exit points. but i kept doing my chores- i don’t know why? update- so he realized i started acting funny and took me on vacation to hawaii? although the never let me out and only let me out to the balcony of our suite. a couple days go by and randomly he’s like “let’s go for a drive :)” i of course go with him buttt, he drives us up to a hill/ mountain. essentially what happens is that we both get out of the car cause i’m mad that he took me to this creepy ass cave, he’s mad that i’m mad and in the end he hits me 4 times in the back with an axe. i actually don’t know if there were more hits bc after 4 i lost all feeling and died.