People Pleasing

Date: 3/20/2019

I've been living with family but they don't want me doing something. Finally when I decide I'm definitely doing it they kick me out. It's clearly they believe I will come crawling back and do what they want, I've no where else to go. And I do leave, but I'm very scared and I don't have anywhere else to go. So I hide my stuff, the most important stuff, in their attic. In actuality the stuff i save is stuff some guy is throwing away. It's stuff I've been wanting but hadn't been allowed to have. I save it though and hide it. I plan to use it to decorate my new place. ~ I'm with this elven girl. She is part of a strange society. I feel like they are non corporeal, they live in the shadows. They have almost a caste system, each elf is assigned a job and does it for the rest of their life. Her group's job is to spend each night collecting food and moving it to other locations. But the irony is her kind don't eat, and doesn't really understand food. However, is an excellent cook. But she also doesn't like food or those which eat it all that much. Anyway she's cooking a lot of food, so much food, for a potluck. I'm helping, sort of. I'm mostly in the way. But she gets boling bot marmalade spilt on her. It's so hot it burns her hair and clothes. I rush ot wash it off, first off her breast then her hair. Her skin was more important than hair in my mind. However the marmalade turns her human briefly. Now suddenly she's starving, she so hungry she tries to eat bread but hasn't s clue how. It's hard artisan rolls and she throws it after she can't bite into it. I ask her how long it's been since she last ate. She said months. So I make her some pasta and help cook the rest of the food for her job. We cook a lot of pasta. She doesn't like my necklace. It's an upside down cross with a crescent moon on it. It's silver and small, very dainty, kinda like for a church girl but it's the only way I'd ever wear a cross. In fact I'm actually surprised when I see it, because I'd never wear a cross She thinks its tacky and I should be harder. The necklace breaks and I keep trying to repair it but finally I give up and Stas it in a drawer. I'm don't like it anymore now it's broken and probably won't wear it. Twice a male elf farts or shit his pants and the air is full of rose smell and white and rainbow pastel tinted glitter. Apparently elf farts are like unicorn farts. Elf shit is like unicorn shit.