Sleepwalking dream

Date: 5/15/2019

So to begin with, I am a sleepwalker. I haven’t ever left my house but I eat when I’m asleep and wander around my house. Quite complex tasks for someone who’s asleep, I’m sure you’ll agree. This causes me a lot of anxiety in general. Had a dream that I sleepwalked to Ellis’ house in the middle of the night. Ellis is someone who I used to see a few years ago but unfortunately he raped me one night so I have a lot of unresolved issues with him. Anyway, I opened his front door (it was unlocked), pressed the doorbell then went into his back garden and laid down, making weird half crying noises. Ellis came out and went mental at me. I tried to tell him about the sleepwalking but he didn’t believe me. His dad came out and spoke to me, Ellis went back in. I apologised loads, and said I’d pay for any damage to the garden as I was laying on the grass. I woke up panicking, unsure of where I was and whether that was something I had actually done. Horrible dream, very emotional and I woke up very upset.