Fitting in better

Date: 2/10/2021

I'm longboarding skiing 18 de julio on sandals thinking about how people's fear of falling keeps them from trying this in the first place. The pavement is white like a sidewalk and there are tons of people walking alongside me. There are plastic tapes like for construction on either side. I arrive at the hospital where I think of the most effective way i can fit in. There are two ways that I can do it, one slightly more effective than the other. It involves a thin plastic tube like a straw that a slightly heavyset blonde woman holds and seeing my yard in Jersey for one last time. In my yard, there's a packaged kit to make a whole platform the size of a floor in my tree. I begged my dad for it and now I'm hardly around to justify him installing it. I feel like I should make use of it even though I don't have one so his work wasn't in vain. The backyard is cold as if it's covered in snow and the holidays have passed. I go back to that hospital where there's a checkout like a huge supermarket. There's a guy across from me at the next register who looks pretty rough. We hit it off and crack a few jokes and I realize he's just at a rough spot in life. I keep talking to the woman who is my cashier and trying to fit in the best i can.