a new mom

Date: 11/23/2016

i don't remember the reason but basically my biological mom is actually someone else whom i've never met. the whole introduction to my new family was so short i haven't got the time to learn how she looks like and how my new family is. it happens so fast. i remembered visiting my biological family and we had a meal together. it turns out that my "biological-mom" is actually deaf on one ear. she do some sign language as she speaks. (i know co-sign while speaking is not real in real life and its only on shows but it happened in my dream and this whole thing could just be too much exposure to the drama swtiched at birth) knowing she is partially-deaf, i tried to be friendly and sign with her....... like i know i am really bad at signing but i tried to impress her in a way but it turned out that she didn't liked it and she started to mock and mimick my bad signing in the dinner...i was kinda embarrassed and i felt i offended her in a way. she must thought that i sympathised her so i tried to explain that i wasn't showing sympathy but i was just trying to connect better with her....anyhow, she cut me off and i wasn't happy, the whole dinner turned out awkward. also, i learnt that i have a step-brother, like...non-blood related. basically there was some complications in the family so i was like... okay. he was the nicest anyways, he was warm and he introduced me around the apartment. later that night after the awkward dinner, he brought me out to the night market, and he showed me around too. i remembered i was in a clothing shop with him and he suddenly plant me a kiss!!!!! i was embarrassed but i somehow enjoyed it?????? it feels kinda wrong and right at the same time. i cheated my real boyfriend in my dream. yeah. whatever. just a dream. so anyways, the scene suddenly changed. i was hiding somewhere in the dark and i saw my "biological-mom" throwing a burning torch into a well. (by the way, the well is the entry to her house. yes they live under the well. its an actual house inside) so i figured she tried to kill everyone inside the house, including me because she thought i was inside. when she walked away i quickly jump into the well and attempt to save my new family i'm not sure if they're worth it, i'm not sure which of them is biologically related to me but to me, i just think that they don't deserve to die like that. i wanted to jump inside the well and wake everyone up and tell them to escape but i woke up instead.....