Somebody has a machine gun but I end up with the machine gun. I am firing it in the air. There are people and plain clothes police. I want to get away but I get convinced that I can't get away and I hand myself in. Now under arrest I am sitting with this old guy who reminds me of doc from back to the future. He says to me that I should enjoy Mexico and Hawaii. (I think he was saying that the prisons are in these places). I remember feeling really ashamed of myself and was thinking that my mum would be so upset that it might kill her (she is very old and frail).