Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 8/28/2017
By QuietQueen
I'm mad as hell at Nicki Minaj because she's nice to me when we're alone, but a total bitch when she's around her friends. So long story short, we're doing our makeup, her friends walk in when I ask her if I can borrow lipstick. She goes off on my ass, and totally bitches at me. So I end up kicking her out of my apartment. She leaves all of her stuff in my living room, and I start crying. Mariah (sister) and Ally (friend) hug me and comfort me. But a wave of rage washes over me as I destroy the apartment and Nicki's stuff. All of her makeup is slammed against the walls, as hard as I can throw. Then I see some of her food on the counter in the kitchen. I scream, "I don't care, I'm gonna eat this food". I prepare instant ramen, when I'm interrupted by something I can't remember. Next thing I know, Me, Mariah, and Ally go swimming...but I'm feeling left out for some reason. We dry off and I hurt my foot. My last three toes on my right foot are swelling up by the second. I'm freaking out as I can't put pressure on my foot, and I can clearly see my pulse through my foot. So I tell my mom who assures me, "it's okay. ABC news will be here tomorrow." They never ended up coming though, and my foot was only swollen because I had on a tight ankle bracelet. So my foot recovers, and Zack (S/O) sends me a link. It's an eBay page of his ex, selling some stuff of his. He says "she's trying to sell all of my shit". I respond with "that ugly disgusting bitch! you want me to message her and get your stuff back?" And he tells me "NO" in all caps. I laugh it off and then I wake up.