Are We Supposed To Be Doing This?

Date: 3/24/2018

The dream starts in LA with my ex and I'm on her bed watching tv and on my phone, she's doing the same. I climb to the top of her bed since it was getting cold and pull her blankets over me—to give the notion of comfortability in her place—she looks. She leaves for a moment and closes the door all the way behind her; at this moment, I just still feel a lot of emotions because of what happened to us and how I still feel about her. She climbs on the bed and then on top of me in alluring clothes...I tell her "it's okay booboo (my nickname for her), you don't have to do that" and lay her beside me. She sighs and we both stick our heads under the covers—at this point, I'm pretty embarrassed because I turned her down, but why should I embrace someone who doesn't love me in that capacity anymore? She looks directly in my eyes, I cover my face and tell her "I can't even look at you" and blush like an idiot; she pulls me closer and hugs me. I wanted her.. I want her, but she's not mine...but she's right here. I take advantage of her position and hug her back; feeling the shape of her body. I guided my hands down her back and gripped her ass to show some dominance—since she probably thought I'm a wuss—and pushed the alluring clothes back. I'm saving the rest of this dream to—whoever is reading—imagination lol. We got interrupted a few times, but it seemed like she desired this moment with me.