Wild in France

Date: 4/16/2019

In my dream I moved to France with my friends maddy and Shannon? Or we were visiting there for a long while. We were going to school there, but it was an English school. We were learning how to roll these potato joints which also had tobacco in them. The guy who was teaching me was a French guy with curly blonde hair and startling icy blue eyes. I ended up falling for him and having a thing with him. I think he was my boyfriend. He was a tattoo artist and I was supposed to get a new tattoo from him, but he ended up just adding a bunch to one of the tattoos I already have that my friend Thomas gave me. I loved the work he did to it but I was so nervous for Thomas to find out that I felt physically sick to my stomach with anxiety and dread. I know he’d be really upset with me. I had this conversation in my dream with maddy and Shannon about how I’m going to make half of my hair grey semi soon. I mentioned that Shannon already knew about that but she was acting like she forgot and Maddy was getting upset a bit because she felt like I was copying her. When I returned back home to Canada my mom came and picked me up. She instantly knew that I had smoked tobacco and called me out on it. I was explaining it was some strange tradition there. She was acting like she had actually seen me smoking and said my little sister had looked at me and said “no wonder she feels so sick all of the time” I returned home to my boyfriend and daughter. I instantly had to tell him that I had been cheating on him in France. He was of course so hurt and didn’t know if he should forgive me. But he was also so happy to see me and had missed me so much, that he also felt desperate for me and my affection.