Messed up

Date: 5/21/2018

It was weird there was definitely more to the dreams but I can't remember it I was delivering cargo containers but at some point it decided to end up on my back and there was a crane and it got in my way so I ended up jumping on it's back but then I fell but didn't wake up Then there was this part of my dream where my team was crossing the border and there later was a girl with pancakes and she gave some to me Then I was at a breakfast in a hotel and I found the pancakes so I rushed over to make one and put it on the plate from the dispenser but it was deformed and when I went to put it on the pan and turn on the gas it malfunctioned a couple of times and that was the scariest part in any of my dreams but then my pancake fell off and form some reason I imagined kaneki eating it with his black hair and eyepatch Suddenly takizawa showed up (white haired) and started going for me but suddenly I pulled out this big mirror and held it in front of me and then he slowed down to look at it and for some reason I thought he was looking at his dog and started calling to him like a dog to get him closer and when he was close enough I would kick him as hard as I could (through the bendy mirror?) and I would do this again and again till I woke up. I have concluded that I am a messed up person