why are nap dreams like this

Date: 3/13/2019

i just started dating the mafia dude. like we met a few hours ago and we were dating now. he's a bully but im from the future bc this was set in the 80s or 90s idk. we were in his shop where he was selling all kinds of stolen stuff. gemma lous dannel walked in and bought like 20 kilograms of eyeshadow. (like 8 kg of orange one and 9 of white or smth) zato sto je bilo na akciji. then i was inspired by that and decided to also buy lots of eyeshadow and i ended up buying kilograms of white orange green dark green golden etc (there were like 10 colours in the end).he packed all that for me. then later we were called (he was but i went with) on the roof where he was unloading his car with stolen shit and it was mostly clothes he was talking with someone idk probably his father and i was standing there and collecting the clothes that were thrown around by the wind (it was veryyyy windy). as we were returning to the shop we got in an argument and he insisted he was still going to fuck me in the ass later to which i was like hell no you won't and he was like yesh i will (i promised it earlier lmao). then when we got back into the shop i found a book and i looked at the cover and i knew this was going to get me killed and i said that out loud and thats all i remember. and then when i woke up and was still dizzy and sleep drowsy i was really panicked bc i didn't get any pink eyeshadows for that steal of a price and i really really wanted to do that pink all around the eyes look heh