Ethics class

Date: 10/26/2022

I had a class at college that I was taking, I think it was ethics. It was in a big room with tables perpendicular to each other. I sit next to Sharlotte and gabby. Then for some reason I need to leave the class midway, and I am outside on the bricks and I see fighting and general hooliganism. There is someone who is also in my ethics class but didn’t know where it was. Then it turns out the girl I saw outside was Natalya from DBT in high school! And I mention it to her and she says yes that’s her but it’s really hard to think about and cries a little. Then I somehow look into the database that has her DBT info and find videos and descriptions of her and her boyfriend beating people up and other things that made her go to DBT. She sees that I’m watching the videos and tells me we should probably not be friends and I felt kinda guilty. I take her back to class but it’s almost over now and I miss a lot. I try to take as many notes as I can before it’s over and I need to pick a thesis subject. I think I choose something to do with food and hair? Then I go and get food at the lunch area and there are weird people there but I forget details. I go to sit down and see Kali Ellingson and Abe Thaler from middle school and we were all so happy to see each other! Then I was in a car crash and it was my fault because there was a car with a mom and daughter and they were stopped in the middle of the street but my brain didn’t work fast enough to stop my car too and I hit them perpendicular. The mom was really mad at me. That’s all I remember so far