Insecure in Love

Date: 1/23/2026

I'm forgetting a lot because I have been awake for a while, but this one made me sad and was more about a feeling sense than actual events happening. I seemed to be at some kind of school or large building. I visited a Chinese spa in real life recently and it was kind of like that. Lots of chairs everywhere with people lounging and socializing and eating. It was really dark in the space almost to the point of feeling like it had black walls and furniture. You could see, it wasn't scary but it was maybe almost intimate. The ceilings were a little lower too which added to this cozy vibe. I had a connection with a man, we were friendly and carrying on, laughing and getting to know each other. He wasn't someone I knew but someone I had met in this big room of people relaxing. After we had connected, I lost him, he just kind of disappeared and I was walking all around the space seeing couples and friends and wondering where my potential mate went (lol). I didn't want to look frantic but I felt a real heavy disappointment and grief. There seemed to be another connection there, someone I kind of knew and would care to like if I wasn't distracted. I asked him about his house and how he was doing etc. I think he was friends with my brother. He was nice but I felt like I wanted to find the other guy. I never found him but I had a knowing or thoughts that he had found another group and was not that interested in me. He didn't think it was a big deal but in my experience I was feeling such a huge loss. Like I never find connection like this...etc. Yeah real sad one, boooo. The end.